This first book is a poignant and timely account of one woman's struggle to find and know the real God and what part He plays in the lives of those on a journey through grief, turmoil, and pain. Though her story, involving the death of a teenage son by suicide, is uniquely her own, no reader will be left untouched by her compelling quest to become intimately acquainted with God. In today's high stress culture, it is a timely narrative that calls forth hope from despair, beckoning us to communicate with the God who made, loves, and understands us.